We all broke our rules for someone.
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do you ever just fucking hate yourself for not working hard enough to reach your full potential?? cuz same.
lost lover,
we were so perfect for each other and i fucked it up by wanting to be selfish and leaving. what i wouldn’t give to just talk to you. you have a new girlfriend, i have a new boyfriend, we are both happy but i still can’t get you out of my head and your validation is the only thing that ever mattered to me, before now. how the fuck do i stop thinking about you? have you stopped thinking about me? how is it that i’m happy in this relationship but still think about you from time to time? so many questions to which will probably never be answered and it’s probably better off that way, but just know that i miss you. i miss our talks, your touch, the way you understood me, the way i got you. in the moment when things ended, i questioned if that’s what i really wanted and now i know that it wasn’t and i was only listening to the outside world and not thinking for myself. how do you go from eating, sleeping and breathing a person - without even needing them to be there 24/7, just knowing them THAT well - to absolutely nothing. i’m sorry that i hurt you and now i am understanding how you felt in the beginning. and it’s not fair to you, it never was. you didn’t deserve that and i obviously didn’t deserve you. thank you for the chances you did give me, i just wish i wasn’t so blinded by the world and could’ve seen more clearly what this was supposed to be. we had a good run, i loved you then, i love you still and always will. your happiness is all that matters to me now, just sucks that it’s too late to tell you.
